Because we both know how this will end
because it is easier to pretend.
Still standing at this crossroad
and waiting for I don't know what.
You can see a smile on my face,
you can feel a tear in my heart,
you can touch my soul and it will fall apart.
And still standing and waiting...
And still it's not ending...
“And here we are. Going backwards all the time” he said to
He looked me straight in my eyes. I could see the tears in
his eyes. Once, I was able to see my whole world in those two, blue-skied eyes.
Now, I only see tears and they don’t mean anything to me. Can you imagine that
I didn’t even felt sorry for it?! It was like I was waiting for this moment all
this time. I knew it was over. I couldn’t even apologize. “When did I get this
much evil” - I said to myself.
I was able to feel
the distance almost a year ago. He was occupied with his work and with his
friends, and didn’t even think about our relationship. I tried, I really tried.
I give my most beautiful years to him. What for?
It happened a week ago. I was out with my friends; he was
tired again as always to join us. We were drinking and partying all night long.
There was this guy, a friend of my roommate. He was playing guitar, singing
with his sensual voice. I felt some tension between the two of us, but I
ignored it. La…