“And here we are. Going backwards all the time” he said to
He looked me straight in my eyes. I could see the tears in
his eyes. Once, I was able to see my whole world in those two, blue-skied eyes.
Now, I only see tears and they don’t mean anything to me. Can you imagine that
I didn’t even felt sorry for it?! It was like I was waiting for this moment all
this time. I knew it was over. I couldn’t even apologize. “When did I get this
much evil” - I said to myself.
I was able to feel
the distance almost a year ago. He was occupied with his work and with his
friends, and didn’t even think about our relationship. I tried, I really tried.
I give my most beautiful years to him. What for?
It happened a week ago. I was out with my friends; he was
tired again as always to join us. We were drinking and partying all night long.
There was this guy, a friend of my roommate. He was playing guitar, singing
with his sensual voice. I felt some tension between the two of us, but I
ignored it. La…
Because we both know how this will end
because it is easier to pretend.
Still standing at this crossroad
and waiting for I don't know what.
You can see a smile on my face,
you can feel a tear in my heart,
you can touch my soul and it will fall apart.
And still standing and waiting...
And still it's not ending...