Grinding Chocolate

   You can't be friends with everyone, that's for sure. Somethimes you can't be friend even with the person you thought you knew it for many years.     Is it hard only for me to trust to someone? I can't even trust to my shadow anymore.     I thought that she was my friend. I shared everything with her. For what? I couldn't give her expensive birthday presents or to go out in some luxury restaurants. But she had my full loyalty, my full support and help for everything, my honest advices.   Now, do you know what does my ex bestfriend have? Two-faced friends, with a lot of money and expensive cars. But she doesn't have someone to talk to.       Please people, don't put money over friendships! True friendship is something that you can't buy, even if you had all the money in the world. 

Because we both know how this will end because it is easier to pretend. Still standing at this crossroad and waiting for I don't know what. You can see a smile on my face, you can feel a tear in my heart, you can touch my soul and it will fall apart. And still standing and waiting... And still it's not ending...

I do not feel fear anymore... For every single thing that can come and go, I know that only one will stay. Forever... Even alone... You know how to hold my hand, you know how to make me smile you know even how to stop me crying. Your love that you give to me, your warmth that keeps me in life, your smile that makes me wanna fly, are things that make me be the light in your eye.