“And here we are. Going backwards all the time” he said to me. He looked me straight in my eyes. I could see the tears in his eyes. Once, I was able to see my whole world in those two, blue-skied eyes. Now, I only see tears and they don’t mean anything to me. Can you imagine that I didn’t even felt sorry for it?! It was like I was waiting for this moment all this time. I knew it was over. I couldn’t even apologize. “When did I get this much evil” - I said to myself. I was able to feel the distance almost a year ago. He was occupied with his work and with his friends, and didn’t even think about our relationship. I tried, I really tried. I give my most beautiful years to him. What for? It happened a week ago. I was out with my friends; he was tired again as always to join us. We were drinking and partying all night long. There was this guy, a friend of my roommate. He was playing guitar, singing with his sensual voice. I felt some tension between the two of us, but I i...
You can't be friends with everyone, that's for sure. Somethimes you can't be friend even with the person you thought you knew it for many years. Is it hard only for me to trust to someone? I can't even trust to my shadow anymore. I thought that she was my friend. I shared everything with her. For what? I couldn't give her expensive birthday presents or to go out in some luxury restaurants. But she had my full loyalty, my full support and help for everything, my honest advices. Now, do you know what does my ex bestfriend have? Two-faced friends, with a lot of money and expensive cars. But she doesn't have someone to talk to. Please people, don't put money over friendships! True friendship is something that you can't buy, even if you had all the money in the world.
Because we both know how this will end because it is easier to pretend. Still standing at this crossroad and waiting for I don't know what. You can see a smile on my face, you can feel a tear in my heart, you can touch my soul and it will fall apart. And still standing and waiting... And still it's not ending...
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